Interesting is it...I love,love, love hard, so it's hard for me to get out of that. But I will be patient.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
I survived!
Well, everyone I survived ten days! It feels longer, but it really went by fast. There are things that I need to get off my chest, things that kept bugging me. To not lose my train of thoughts or the main importance of this blog I of course wrote on paper what it is that I learned these past ten days.
As you all may know I got into trouble a week ago for something so stupid on my part. More like a teens choice of action. Ten days without a phone/ computer, I thought I was going to be miserable, and bored. But the truth is that was NEVER the case. If anything I benefited from this situation and it taught me and made me realize things. This is the part where responsibility, maturity, acceptance comes in and takes place. A device and technology where it felt as if my whole life was glued to it, and I couldn't let go. Texting,calling, myspace 24/7 as if I needed to. Seeing and reading the latest and newest "myspace drama, gossip, crushes, relationships" everything that you would read on the computer(myspace mostly for me) gets you, me, sucked into it. It becomes a daily routine for us. Well most of us. It's more than that though. See, you don't need a device or something like your computer to check your myspace, twitter, facebook, whatever it may be, it's the feeling of having it and knowing it's yours, but not having to pay for the bills is what makes us happy. Wait til when you do have to start paying for bills. I always wonder what it will be like when I do have to start paying for my own things. What I am trying to say is I am happy with these ten days, because for the first time I feel that i've grown and learned from my mistakes and became this new "misa"(cheesy as it may sound, but it's true). My parents just want what is best for me. Even if that means getting on my case. All these blogs about me dissing or me getting mad at my mom and step dad I take back. That was just me being selfish, me being angry with myself, and not thinking outside the box. I need to be more appreciative of the fact that I have such GREAT, I mean GREAT parents that are here to motivate, support there kids 100% financially and everything else. I also need to appreciate and realize I have only one mom. I also need to appreciate that they do let me go out, do what I want to do for the most part, but of course those things I do have boundaries and I am willing to work with it because I know it's only for my best interest. What I am trying to get at is, I am one lucky girl who does have a great relationship with their parents and is thankful for that. For that I love them with all my heart.
So lets recap, lately i've been goood. Swimming, long beach, queen mary trying to find ghosts haha, SHOPPING -_- eating at new places, gym for the most part, dancing again. Finally heading to diamond bar/westco(: Partying? Nope! Stepping back from that scene. Once in a blue moon is fine, but I mean getting tired of the whole seeing the same faces doing the same things. Just gets boring at times. I want to do things that are new and experience things. LASTLY! my daddy finally proposed to his girlfriend! I am happy for him and I am happy he found the right one! (: Yay for another wedding! [:
Well I'm back bitches(:
As you all may know I got into trouble a week ago for something so stupid on my part. More like a teens choice of action. Ten days without a phone/ computer, I thought I was going to be miserable, and bored. But the truth is that was NEVER the case. If anything I benefited from this situation and it taught me and made me realize things. This is the part where responsibility, maturity, acceptance comes in and takes place. A device and technology where it felt as if my whole life was glued to it, and I couldn't let go. Texting,calling, myspace 24/7 as if I needed to. Seeing and reading the latest and newest "myspace drama, gossip, crushes, relationships" everything that you would read on the computer(myspace mostly for me) gets you, me, sucked into it. It becomes a daily routine for us. Well most of us. It's more than that though. See, you don't need a device or something like your computer to check your myspace, twitter, facebook, whatever it may be, it's the feeling of having it and knowing it's yours, but not having to pay for the bills is what makes us happy. Wait til when you do have to start paying for bills. I always wonder what it will be like when I do have to start paying for my own things. What I am trying to say is I am happy with these ten days, because for the first time I feel that i've grown and learned from my mistakes and became this new "misa"(cheesy as it may sound, but it's true). My parents just want what is best for me. Even if that means getting on my case. All these blogs about me dissing or me getting mad at my mom and step dad I take back. That was just me being selfish, me being angry with myself, and not thinking outside the box. I need to be more appreciative of the fact that I have such GREAT, I mean GREAT parents that are here to motivate, support there kids 100% financially and everything else. I also need to appreciate and realize I have only one mom. I also need to appreciate that they do let me go out, do what I want to do for the most part, but of course those things I do have boundaries and I am willing to work with it because I know it's only for my best interest. What I am trying to get at is, I am one lucky girl who does have a great relationship with their parents and is thankful for that. For that I love them with all my heart.
So lets recap, lately i've been goood. Swimming, long beach, queen mary trying to find ghosts haha, SHOPPING -_- eating at new places, gym for the most part, dancing again. Finally heading to diamond bar/westco(: Partying? Nope! Stepping back from that scene. Once in a blue moon is fine, but I mean getting tired of the whole seeing the same faces doing the same things. Just gets boring at times. I want to do things that are new and experience things. LASTLY! my daddy finally proposed to his girlfriend! I am happy for him and I am happy he found the right one! (: Yay for another wedding! [:
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