Sunday, June 21, 2009

another one of these...

Saturday hit up LA for this FBI party that my aunt works at and got to see all these neat things you do in the FBI. Got to  learn how to shoot a gun(; then left at about 2ish and went to DB(: Off to my cousins grad party NOT IN CORNONA MY MISTAKE BUT MORENO VALLEY!.overall night it was reaaaallll gooooood((: 

Random: I don't know what it is, but I've been feeling the change. Summer is going to be a definite tester to see who/what friends are REALLY your friends and who will stay in contact with you. I can honestly say that I'm at a point in my life where I am really happy, whether it be from my actions and my personal decisions. I look around at all my friends and we're all changing. You do your thing and I'll do mine, cause I have  accepted and understand the fact that we're all into different things. Although, I am at total peace knowing that there will always be a common ground between me and each of my friends, where we can always be connected. It is like that saying, "Be friends because you have a common future, not just because you have a common past.“

I feel like, I need to open my eyes and know that life isn't just the people within your own clique. We're all growing up, whether you like it or not.  Even the people you think you know the most, are holding the biggest secrets within them. So I am going to broaden my friend-zones and meet new people! I think you will  learn a lot more than from the last person. At the same time don't forget the ones that have always been there. And don't forget that it's a two way relationship---to stay in contact, you have to try just as much as the other person. BUT if the other person just doesn't seem to care, or ever wonder then you know that person just couldn't hold onto your friendship and make it work or there was no strong bond. NO MATTER HOW MUCH WE SAY" I JUST DIDN'T CARE ANYMORE." We all do care, because if we didn't we all wouldn't wonder, reminisce about the other person.  I know for a fact that if someone that is close to me I TRY MY hardest to still reach out. If you know me I am the same person you met, sure I do drink and party, that does not mean i've changed. There should be an understanding when it comes to friendships, that just because you do things differently or doing things that the other person normally doesn't do, you should know though that it doesn't matter because there still the same person when you guys talk. If you don't see it that way then talk things out if you really valued your guys friendship. I'd rather have true friends who don't need to read my blogs, myspace, to see what's up with me...i'd rather have them "hit me up" to see what's going on with me. And that there's an understanding in our friendship.

One thing is for sure i'll be more than happy to end high school with 2 or even 1  friend rather having a bunch. I'm starting to wonder about who are my REAL friends. Don't worry this won't be the last time i'll be writing something like this.  
Summer is here and I am on a whole new mission this time (=
 
ps:        
HAPPPY FATHERS DAY DADDDY+ HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO BRANDON BECK+ JASMINE NGUYEN!


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