Make me believe.

I just feel like I have so much going on right now that I don't need. One thing i'm happy about are my grades:) Very happy!2 C's and the rest B's! Also I am happy to know who are my REAL friends and who's got my back no matter what:) I know I can count on Jen, Cristine,Toria and Cecy to make me happy and keep me sane.I guess I just have bad judgement in guys and I've only had 2! -___- I seriously don't know whats wrong with me[x

I def. take after my mom. FUCK.

Well I just want to know what you want because if its just going to be weird and you giving me the cold shoulder now then I don't want this anymore. I care about you so much and I am sorry that I treated you like shit before. From all the name calling, to the yelling, and embarrassment. Don't get me wrong I only acted like that because you put me in the position to. I know thats no excuse, but come on we never meet in the middle because its always YOUR way and you get mad because I DONT LIKE YOUR WAY. Just make me believe that you want this and your willing to work with it, and just forget everything and move on. Make me believe that your different and better then the rest, make be believe that you'll still be my Bestfriend. Just make me believe we can overcome this stupid shit. If we end this it'll be dumb because you let the bad which are so stupid defeat the good and we created so many damn memories! So it's your choice on what you want to do. When you're ready i'll be here, but like I said not for long. 

Sincerely, 

Misa