Time of month.

I seriously feel that my period is going to be here anytime soon. I feel so lazy and hopeless, and I feel like I just want to isolate myself from everything. This month is coming to an end and may is coming up! Crazy how this year went by so fast. I can remember my first everything. Anyway don't want to get all mushy gushy even though I can and will end up crying -_- MMM today was rather boring. I'm slipping in some classes -_-

FML. I just want this weekend to come already. I've been thinking a lot about the same damn thing. No way to get my mind off it. Why do I do this to myself? I honestly have no clue. It's like I move one space then move back 2 spaces. I am definitely making some progress, but every time I see couples in the hall ways especially walking to my 7th period I see kissing, holding hands -__- Oh I remember those times. hah now I just smile and think to myself well i'm content with everything and you just have to move on. It'll take time that's forsure! Just gotta keep my head up right? Even if things are not the way I WOULD WANT THEM TO BE. So sorry if I seem so down this week or act bitchy. Just that "time of month." I think this calls for a letter. I'll do it later. 

Lakers tonight! Game 5! :D Lakers got utah!