birthday shout outs!

Here goes to the three most important people who have made an impact in my life. 

1. My mommy of course. Happy Birthday mommy! I hope you like the flower I bought! It was all last minute. haha Even though your another year older you sure do not look like it. You still have guys trying to hit on you, even guys at my school think your hot! -_- Makes me feel all gross but it makes me smile to know that my mom is pretty (: hehehe I wrote you a card  and you read it already but I just wanted people to know that I love my mom very much and I am blessed to have her still around. <3

2. My cousin Monica. Where should I begin. There's so much to say. First off I just want to say happy birthday and you are another year older. Kinda scary actually. Like everyone in the family is just growing up. -__-  It amazes me though how we grew apart! Pretty sad actually, but maybe right now we just can't be as close as we were when we were little kids. I do miss us though. I miss sleeping over and just staying up for hours talking about ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING! Laughing 24/7, cooking ramen, making corny videos, and just being us two every weekend! Now times have changed and you are doing your thing, i'm doing my thing. I hate though how we did have a fall out over something very childish, which is probably why we are no longer close ever since. Now when we do see each other it's not the same. We could barely talk to each other. I wish you could just text me once in awhile and say hi, or how are you. You don't though. It's okay though, I understand. Just sometimes I wish I didn't have to be the one to call, text you. You are always and forever will be my blood no matter what. Hopefully you do read this, but I miss the old times. Well see you soon! Happy 17th birthday Silly...Billy loves you (:

3. Last birthday shout out....Ms. Nicole Truong aka ugly. Hopefully you read this. Your last because I have ALOT to write about which will probably be in your card. haha Starters happy birthday! FINALLLY you turn 15![: Well it has been 3 long crazy years hasn't it. The first two years of being "bestfriends" was memorable. Those were the good old junior high days. I seriously didn't think high school would change the two of us or part us in any way. It actually did and we let it. In a good way and bad way. I think what destroyed our friendship was me being with your "BF" at the time. It sucks how we let a guy ruin our friendship. That is something I regret and didn't wish for it to happen but it did.  We didn't keep our promise in junior high... remember the one with Jasper. We so failed. The only time we talk is history and that's pretty much it. SOOOO MUCH HAPPENED BETWEEN US! I feel like I lost a good friend, and had to gain some new ones? But what I do want to say is that we did create some memories that will never be forgotten. MAN, music videos like spice girls, cueing, olive garden, bus ride partners, roller coaster partners, english, and science in 7th grade we sat next to eachother, loner lunch tuesdays,and so much more I can't remember(: It was just those times!  I mean we don't have to stop we can definitely make more. Right now you got time on your hands with drumline, and your boyfriend. hehehe me just being single and enjoying it. With what went down I think just made us realize that we both weren't those "best friends". We just labeled each other that or maybe at the time we were. Now time has changed and I wonder how things would be since I won't be in any of your classes next year? If it is something in our friendship I did learn was communication. That is what we lacked. We didn't communicate as much and didn't tell each other things we should have. Also MAN is starting to fade away. The trio that I thought we would be forever. Now it's completely opposite. Funny how we start to realize this once high school starts. You guys though will be in my heart and you impacted my life Nicole. No matter how upset or betrayed I felt, I couldn't turn my back on you. You are really lucky to have so many people that care about you and like I said, your a good person with a good heart. Babygirl you are blessed and I AM blessed that I did meet you and we did create some unforgettable memories, hopefully we can make more! Happy EARLY birthday babes! I'll give you your gift tomorrow or Monday!