It amazes me of the things, feelings, outcomes and so much more that can come into effect just from one situation. One real, just, significant situation. My eyes have opened to realize what Life is really all about, and while that might sound superficial because I’m a young woman with so much more growing up to do, but I find that fact to be very much more than true. In just so little time, I can suddenly recognize how genuinely loving many people can be, how malicious some can be, and how that makes me feel at the end of the day. How could I have possibly been blind to so much emotion - positive or negative? I can honestly admit I have the confidence and humility to say, “I was wrong.”
I used to dread those three innocent words, but I’ve learned that knowing and accepting to admit when I’ve been at fault has ultimately shown me how much I’ve grown up so far. I know a lot of people still fear the acceptance of knowing how to express it themselves. It’s a fear of admitting one was wrong, when in fact, it has unquestionably revealed a good, honorable individual. I feel from after learning how to overcome and climb over such a restraining pedestal, I can receive the respect I deserve and from there, move on and start new beginnings. The right way. The unselfish way.
Some people never pay attention to what occurs in their everyday lives until that one significant situation has them step back, pause, and in some way, relive many moments that have been overlooked, to finally discover and soak in the type of person they were at that very moment. Personally, I think I can speak on the behalf of others and myself when I say that I wish I could go back into time and to have fixed the hurt and pain I may have caused and to redeem myself as someone who would risk it all to make myself and those involved in my Life…happy.
I am honored to be open-minded and share my experiences - my inner most affections, my personal discoveries, my pain.Only to hopefully catch your attention for a very small amount of time, to realize the actualities that arise in our everyday lives. That although egos may sometimes overshadow humbleness, never take a day for granted and never take anyone significant in your Life for granted to satisfy your selfish needs. Time goes by fast only when you’re not paying attention, but when you are aware of every second, minute, and hour passing there is no chance of fast forwarding. Instead, take everyday and everyone in your Life as a blessing and have faith that the days to come will be at ease.
Not to be repetitive ,but I believe making mistakes doesn’t make anyone an awful person. Mistakes are Life lessons to experience, to hopefully one day learn and gain your true character. I’ve said this so many times and am pleased to say it again that I believe I’m a genuine person who is passionate when it comes to seeing the good in people and love them for who they are…with all I have. I believe depending on the circumstances, I know how to stand up for myself and what I believe in.
Appreciate your Life and the people who surround you. Be aware of your daily affairs. Learn to accept that you will make mistakes only to better yourself in Life. In time, learn to be humble and admit when you’ve been wrong. Be a genuine person, and be sincere when offering your love. Don’t point out the flaws of others unless you can do the same for yourself, although, discovering your own hypocrisy can be more than a good taste of your own medicine.
With everything that has been said, I want to share that things have changed in the past couple of days, or even month all from one real, significant event. I believe I’ve tried to grow up too fast only to realize I have a lot more room for growth. As one amazing friend said to me, “…know your own worth. That’s always the key to happiness and satisfaction.” I am a beautiful person inside and out, and it took some minor sufferings for me to realize that, but I believe it.
Love,
Misa
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