Friday, June 12, 2009

wreck??

I am going to miss PE with them:(
We are sophmores now(:
Tawnya lovin' all day/night long!
I will be sitting here in about 3 yrs getting my diploma. 
Lastly, been through so much with him!

Lately, my feelings have been all over the place. I’m not really sure what I should do or where I stand, and usually.. I know what I’m doing. This time? I don’t. I’m trying to be strong and mature about everything, but sometimes it’s just not that easy. I’m fucking human. I have feelings. & I swear, I try really hard not to get effected by anything, but in all reality, I feel it all. I’ve also realized that promiscuous behavior can make a person feel even lonlier, than simply just being alone. That’s just something I hope I am not doing nor do I want that. 

The saying, "I miss how comfortable I was with him."  Doesn't just refer him but there are only a few people in my life that I can say I were every truly comfortable with. It doesn’t matter how long I’ve known them. Sometimes you’re just comfortable with them. I could name a few, but I’d rather keep it to myself. This saying always brings me back to them. Old or new.
Because in the end, I know I am going to miss the "guy." That’s just the way it seems or has  been. I’ll find someone real, someone consistent, one day. Just wait.


To  whom it may concern:
- I know you miss me. I miss you too.
- I don't know what it is about you, but I'm going crazy.
-  You were def a big phase in my life. But sure an impact.
-  I can't believe you would disrespect me like that. No wonder why we always clash and I go runnin' over to the other side.
- Who would I be without you?
-  I wish I could tell you.
- I hope you don't get tired of me. 
- We're better when we're alone.
- I look at you and smile because I am doing fine. 




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