Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Heartbreak, no more.

As I am sitting at home on my lovely white mac book reading over old entries, especially now when I know I’m in a good place other than I was back then. (KEEP ON KEEPING ON THAT'S ALL.)
Heartbreak is no joke. And it is incredibly unhealthy for the mind and soul as long as you don’t move forward. I’ve come to a point where I’ve learned to experience what the ill definition of “heartbreak” delivers, then temporarily dwelled in my shortcomings, and finally,now happily reached the stage of acceptance. It seems so easy to comprehend at first noticed, but sometimes really isn’t that easy to carry through. 

However, without heartbreak, there can't and wouldn't be new openings for happiness and love; although, that happiness and love may not be with who you expected it to be with. This is where it unfolds to accepting that life will place you in your destiny, and you just have to enjoy the ride. I’ve learned from the friends and family that I’m grateful for, that heartbreak will eventually turn its toll, with promises that it does get easier. And now it finally has. 

I’m thankfully no longer in that belief that I’m supposed to lovingly end up with a "specific man." I’m a young, beautiful, intelligent woman who deserves to be faithfully loved as equally as I offer it. It’s now just a matter of waiting for the people who are meant to be a part of my life, to fall into place…instead of looking for them. I’ve reached beautiful awareness the minute I’ve learned to accept the things that take place in my growth - good or bad - because I believe it will ultimately bring me to the top where all there is do to now is enjoy life. I have moved forward and it feels great!

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